I started these Divine Reverberations reflections a year and a half ago because I wanted to start paying attention to the reverberations of God’s work in my life. That is, I often feel the absence of God, the lack of divine speaking, and I wanted to be more attentive to the ways I might be missing what God is saying.
One thing I’ve learned from this effort is that God’s normal way of communicating is not in the present. We may be misled by the biblical stories at this point, thinking that God just showed up anytime to anyone and gave a crystal clear word. But the prophets and the patriarchs/matriarchs of the Bible were the exceptions to the rule. God didn’t show up and speak to anyone at anytime.
In fact, the Bible’s editors, who lived hundreds (if not thousands) of years after the events of the Bible, compiled these stories for people who had not experienced God’s speaking. They did not intend to establish an expectation that God would speak to anyone; they intended to communicate that God spoke in the past, or that past events reveal something about the character of God. It is unlikely God will speak to us in the present in some unmediated way, but God has spoken, moved, acted in the past, and therein we learn wisdom for our present situation. In other words, the crystal ball is always cloudy except for when it looks into the past.
God’s will and presence in my life are often only discernable in retrospect.
Ironically, though, this retrospect-understanding, requires much more attentiveness to the present. Being present in this moment enables me to look back with more clarity when this moment is in the past.
I have never objectively experienced God in the present moment. But I can look back at the scope and trajectory of my life and see the fingerprints of God all over things. I can see the goodness of God in Israel’s story, in the traditions of the church, in my own traumatic childhood, in my conversion as a teenager, in my marriage, in getting fired, in the loss of my parents, and in the happen-chances of life. The crystal ball is always cloudy except for when it looks into the past. The past seems to be the most prominent way God speaks to us in the present.
We in Oklahoma City, along with much of our state and surrounding regions, have received a great deal of rain in the last few days. And there is more in our forecasts.
So we pray for all who have been in areas of flooding. We give thanks for all who help to keep infrastructures going, thanks for all who respond with help.
In our yard, the birds are absolutely relishing the rain. Those things we have planted are getting more than enough water in these moments.
Today, I ask you to be grateful for times when the rain comes to visit us, even if it comes with thunder and lightning, or even more water than we wish. If you know of folks who are struggling as a result of the rain, help them as you can. If you see workers who are getting things back to normal, say a prayer for them. If you see unsheltered folks at the intersections, consider buying a few sandwiches and giving them away.
“I believe that appreciation is a holy thing–that when we look for what’s best in a person we happen to be with at the moment, we’re doing what God does all the time.
So in loving and appreciating our neighbor, we’re participating in something sacred.”